To all those tears you’ve shed
I know I’m the reason behind
I do things worst
I wrecked what supposed to be fixed.
There are no single times
That I don’t take you for granted
I take advantage of what you can do
And make it beneficial for my own self.
Your efforts are unnoticed
Your words seems to be muted
I just care for myself
And my self alone is what I get.
I fall, you’ve picked me
You stumble, I just don’t care
I cry and you wipe them dry
Your tears fall, and I just let them flow.
I thought you’re just somebody
Someone whom I can use
I didn’t realize you mean that much
Your significance slowly sharpens in my mind.
You decided to go, and I just let you
Now my pillows are wet with tears
I thought I can handle it on my own
But honestly, I’m wrong.
I didn’t say that I can’t live without you
For my existence proves it through
But as I glimpse the past, I realized
Life would be better if you’re around.
So now, can I say sorry?
Can I apologize to what I’ve wasted?
Can I woo you back right here in my arms?
And let my voice take effect to the bottom of you’re heart.
I know I can do nothing
Or if I can, it’ll be worthless
I just wish what I left miserable is okay now
And may those tears I created be replaced with smiles